Why aren'​t you dating the person you like?​​
That would make things more difficult than they need to be

Connection​ between you and the last person who text messaged you?
we're cousins

What do you really think​ of Starbucks Coffee?​​
I think coffee is gross

Have you ever told someone to their​ face they were ugly?​​
no, but I have to say a nicer version of that sometimes for my job

Do you go tanning?​​
It’s a waste of time for me. I stay white no matter what

What are you doing​ right​ now?
waiting (story of my life)

Are you someone's best friend?​​
ask them?

Do you have a dog?
two

Do you drink​ a lot of water?​​
its one of the only things I can drink

Where​ do you plan on living when you grow up?
wherever makes me happy at that time

Ever liked​ someone that you didn't think you stood ​a chance with?​​
yes, I was right too. I didn’t stand a chance. Oh well live and learn

Did you hug or kiss anyone today?​​
I try not to come into physical contact with people very much

How's your hair styled right​ now?
too long. I’m doing locks of love soon though so it will be short

Have you ever had any weird​ pets?​​
lots

What's your favorite song to listen to on repeat?​​
I only listened to one song over and over when I was depressed so I don’t like to do that anymore

Do you like egg nog?
not really

Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste​ of time?​
of course not

What's one thing​ you'll never​be seen without?​​
My phone

Do you drop your cell phone​ a lot?
yeah, I’m surprised it still works

When I was living in Vegas I was still doing the paysite thing but I started merging into other forms of modeling as well and I decided I really liked it. The only drawback was that I didnt trust agencies and people kept screwing me and the other models over. I finally got smart and realized I am more than just a model. Business comes naturally to me. I always got stuff about the behind the scenes and marketing side of what we were doing while other girls were satisfied learning new make up tricks and playing in front of the mirror. I decided it was time to start my own team. Originally we were strictly ring girls for MMA fights and the group was called the knockouts. I had a lot of fun and I loved my team but Vegas was turning into a place I couldnt really be productive. I was still hanging out with all my porn friends and the motto of life was party, crash, party, and then party harder. Most people get into trouble in Vegas as it is but when you run with the crowd I did you have access to whole new levels of the unmentionable. After living there and being submerged in lots of nudity, constant parties, spontaneous travel, and a sea of alcohol I knew I had to move back home if I was going to get anything done. So I came back home and continued knockouts. We also expanded into doing parties, car shows, and raves. Eventually that too evolved and now we are Untamed. We are a full scale promo team now. Modeling, dance, acting, stunting, and even some singers. We do everything except the adult stuff. Here are the girls trying out for the 2009 team. They are SOOOO adorable. I know this is the power team. I'm telling you, I have a really good feeling about these ones!

Asiah Tanner

My gorgeous roomate Jenna Foxx

My partner in crime Alexa Tyler

 Baby of the Untamed fam Brooke Skyye

 Choreographer extrordinaire Shay DelaCruz 

  Ber  Seng

     Serenity Miller

Josephine "J" Coolz

                        Misty Sou

                  Myla B.

             Murphy Lee Yang

                                  Malia Duran

Marquis Benning (far right)

Vanessa Kelly 

Practicing the dance

Tryout Behind the scenes video made by Shay DelaCruz

Hooters

Ok so we all know I love hooters. Any place you can wear booty shorts and a tank top to work is ok by me!!!! lol If I had bigger "hooters" I would definatley try to work there! Everytime I go on vaction its tradition to find the nearest hooters and buy a shirt. I eventually hope to have a hooters shirts from every hooters in the world. Do they have japanese hooters?....cuz that would be cool..... Here are some photos of my last hooters visit

The girls were so sweet! They sang a hooters song for me lol

A few of the girls. They were such sweethearts. I miss them already!

Today was our first shoot. Jenna and Alexa worked but I got our new choreographer and dancer Shay DelaCruz and Ber Seng out there. Annnnnd today was little Brookie's first shoot! I was so excited to help her out. I love working with brand new models. The boys at the park were really nice and gave us full range of the bowl, the rail, everything. They were really sweet. Here are some of the pics

Attempt #1

This was my first time going deep sea fishing, we had to be up at the crack of dawn but it was totally worth it. I was hoping to catch a mahi to eat for dinner but the dish weren’t biting : ( We went home empty handed but I had a blast. The captain had told us that the dolphins like to swim next to the boat but I was expecting it to happen. There were about 6 dolphins jumping and swimming all around the boat, it was the coolest thing i have ever seen! Two of them swam right up to the bow and were going along with the boat they were so beautiful. Natalie Sparks were so excited, that totally made up for not catching a fish, here are a few pics from out fishing adventure.

Ok so I have to officially clear up this whole porn business. I keep forgetting that not all of you have been with me from the start so it must be slightly shocking when you hear about my porn roots. Some people seem shocked, others not so much, and a lot of people ask me if I'm kidding. So here it is. The full out explaination of my porn situation. I first started out in entertainment doing acting which is what got me interested in modeling in the first place. A lot of people on set would take one look at my super long legs and tiny build and tell me I should look into modeling. One day I actually took them up on it. I went to an agency where they told me I would need to pay literally thousands of dollars for classes, photos, and a bunch of other random things I didnt need. I was a little discouraged by this because I had always thought agents made money off of the percentages for getting you paid work. I didnt know at the time that all Utah agencies are pathetic and make all their money by ripping off their models that never get any real work! Ugh dont even get me started on that. I HATE agencies. Anyway, the last straw was when they told me I weighed too much. I have always been a skinny girl and if I am not careful I lose weight without trying so I have to be very careful to try and maintain a higher weight (for me). I was rail thin, and other than my boobs didnt have an extra pound to lose on my entire body. I would have become a skeleton and died. I kindly told them to screw themselves and left. I refuse to work for anyone that is going to try and promote eating disorders. After that I just avoided modeling for a really long time. A few years later a friend of mine was having a photo shoot for her website and wanted me to come along. I went and the photographer had me jump in for a few shots. I had a lot of fun and I liked how the pictures turned out but I was still hesitant because of the agency so when they told me I should model I was hesitant. I decided to wait on it and think about it first. After seeing how happy my friend was and seeing her lifestyle, how much money she was making, and the gifts she got from her fans I decided I was in.

I knew right away that hardcore was not for me. I am totally fine with bikini/lingerie stuff but the other stuff wasnt something I wanted to do. I got put in a non-nude solo girl category. How do you do non-nude porn you ask? Well this is how it works on my site I wore bikinis and lingerie and the full extent of my naughtiness was to do topless covering with my hands or some other object so you never actually saw anything. There were no boys involved, no sex, and no toys. ocassionally I would shoot with other girls but they couldnt be nude either and we pretty much just posed normal except the fans got 2 girls in lingerie instead of one. When people hear porn they automatically think I did much more than I actually did. I have friends in anything from bikini/lingerie all the way up to hardcore because we would all go to the same conventions and stuff but I always stayed non-nude. There are really only 2 reasons what I did was considered porn 1-I had to pretend lie I just turned 18 for about 4 years since that was the market we were pitching to and 2- It was a pay site. People had to pay for a membership to see my photos or videos. I'm not trying to downplay anything or say what I did was right but I made a choice and thats what it was.

I bounced around from company to company trying to find one that was the right one for me. There were some flakey ones and some down right awful ones. Along the way I picked up a really good friend Kaci and we started going places together. It was like the Kaci and Andi show. After a particulary bad experience in Chicago we almost quit. Out of the blue I ended up getting an offer from Sarah Peachez to come work with her. Kaci thought we should give it one more shot so we agreed. Sarah was actually really cool to work for. She rented a mansion for our first shoot and we spent the week hanging out and doing shoots. Then she flew each of us out to Vegas where she lives and we did some more shoots and a lot of painting the town red. I'll admit Sarah is a crazy one but very loveable. She is such a sweet girl and a lot of fun to be around.

The porn lifestyle is really addicting! I would shoot my content way in advance. How it works is that a girl will do a photo shoot and do 6-7 sets. The sets are updated on her website 1 or 2 at a time so often times people think they are seeing new stuff when in reality it may have been shot months before. Since we liked our time off me and Kaci learned how to shoot 15-20 sets a day. We would do one weekend where we would just shoot every day for a few days. Then for the next few months the webmasters update the sites and money starts coming in while we just do whatever we want. There is no job uniform, no rules, no one yelling at you for things. We could sleep in all day, stay out all night, and buy whatever we wanted. Fans send gifts of clothes, shoes, make up, whatever we put on our wish list. We get paid extra if we manage to cause a scene or "be wild". Bad behavior was an easy way to earn bonus money. We would wake up sometimes and be like "Hey lets go to Costa Rica, the rain here sucks." so we'd pack a bag and get on the next flight. we would leave the country or go visit other states all the time. Sometimes we would stay a few days and other times we would stay weeks. It didnt matter, as long as our shoots were done we could do whatever we want. The money was really good so I got addicted to a paycheck that was VERY hard to leave.

Non-nude sites were a novelty when I first started. Not many girls were doing them so we were golden, but as the years went on it got more and more popular and the competition got harder. Girls were doing more updates and pushing the boundaries even further. A lot of the girls I had started non-nude with were moving into nudes for more money. I always knew that would happen because thats how things go in porn but for me I was at my limit. I knew I would never do nude and I was at the peak of my porn career. I was living in Vegas and getting into more trouble than I wanted to. I didnt do drugs, or prostitution or anything like that but I was still in a lot of situations that were headed in a really dangerous direction. So I did the only thing I could think of to do. I quit porn and moved back to safe little Utah. It was a major culture shock at first. I think getting a real job has been the hardest for me. People yell at you and the work sucks and you work your BUTT OFF only to recieve this pathetic paycheck that you can barely pay your bills with. Not that I was used to paying bills, my awesome fans had always taken care of that for me. Life is definitly harder this way and sometimes its hard not to go back but I am happier now and I know its better for me in the long run. I am a smart girl and porn wasnt letting me show that. So here I am today. Yes I did porn. I dont hide it. I readily admit it and I talk about it openly. Anyone who has questions about it can ask me and I would be happy to answer. I often get asked if people react negatively towards me. Yes I do. All the time. I have been personally attacked many times, I even had hate sites made up just for me. Wives get mad because their husbands look at porn and suddenly I have become the face of porn. They yell at me for all the girls their husbands have looked at and all the pain they have felt because of it. I get judged all the time and people make comments that arent even true. I accept that though. Its part of the choice I decided to make. I dont keep it a secret because its what I did and I think if you do something you should at least own it, good, bad, or otherwise. I'm not doing porn now and I wont be going back to it but I have lots of friends that still do it and I love them to death. I'm not here to judge anyone. Just because something doesnt work for me doesnt mean other people cant do it. I wont blame porn on daddy issues or a lack of money or pretend it was something I was trapped in. To this day I dont regret it. I learned a lot from it and made a lot of friends and I wouldnt change anything. So there you have it. my lengthy explaination of my porn life and all that goes with it. This blog actually has a lot of my porn experiences in it. You just have to read my blogs from a few years ago. Here are some pictures since everyone keeps asking. Most arent any worse than what I do now but there are a few that go to my naughtiest point so close your eyes if your sensitive!

Remake of the uniform

working the lingerie party at the mansion with Alexa

Working a rave

candid shot at the mansion party

black light shoot

The worst of it

Here is a guest blog from my friend Phillip Carroll. I havent heard very much metal so he sent me his top ten list to listen to

my top 10 metal guitarists so here goes:

1. Dimebag Darrell of Pantera (1966-2004)
2. Dave Mustaine of Megadeth
3. Kirk Hammett of Metallica
4. Kerry King of Slayer
5. Rich Ward of Stuck Mojo
6. Robbie Merrill of Godsmack
7. Mick Thompson of Slipknot
8. Richard Z. Kruspe of Rammstein

Ok I could only come up with 8.....sue me. Metal is the kind of music I like. I know a lot of people don't like it but I truly feel like its something I belong to.
Philip Carroll

and this is a list he put together of some of the good songs

Dimebag Darrell: Cowboys From Hell, Heresy, Cemetery Gates, The Art Of Shredding, Mouth For War, Walk, Fucking Hostile, This Love, By Demons Be Driven, Strength Beyond Strength, I'm Broken, Shedding Skin, War Nerve, Drag The Waters, Suicide Note Pt 2, Floods, The Underground In America, Where You Come From, I Can't Hide, Yesterday Don't Mean Shit, You've Got To Belong To It, Revolution Is My Name, Death Rattle, I'll Cast A Shadow, Cat Scratch Fever, Breathing New Life, Pride, Save Me, Blunt Force Trauma

Dave Mustaine: Symphony Of Destruction, Sweating Bullets, Almost Honest, 1,320, Headcrusher, Holy Wars...The Punishment Due, A Tout Le Monde, Kill The King, Hangar 18, She Wolf, 99 Ways To Die, These Boots, Die Dead Enough, Blackmail The Universe, United Abominations, Amerikhastan.

Kerry King of Slayer: Reign In Blood, Seasons In The Abyss, anything else by Slayer. Haven't heard too much of their stuff but I did see them on The Big 4.

Rich Ward Of Stuck Mojo: Hatebreed, Drawing Blood, Evilution, 15 Mins Of Fame, Pigwalk, Twisted, Despise, Trick, Southern Pride, Snappin Necks, Propaganda, Revolution, Not Promised Tomorrow, Hotlanta.

Robbie Merrill of Godsmack: Keep Away, Immune, Sick Of Life, Awake, Bad Magick, Mistakes, Vampires, Straight Out Of Line, Changes, I Stand Alone, Re-Alighn, Bring It On, The Enemy, Shine Down, War & Peace, Cryin Like A Bitch (Robbie is a very underrated guitarist today.)

Mick Thompson of Slipknot: Psychosocial, Dead Memories, Snuff, Disasterpiece, The Heretic Anthem, Iowa, Left Behind, People = Shit, Skin Ticket, (Sic), Before I Forget, Pulse Of The Maggots, Wait & Bleed

Richard Z. Kruspe of Rammstein: Der Meister, Du Riechst So Gut, Heirate Mich, Herezelied, Rammlied, Wiener Blut, Pussy, Links 234, Ich Will, Feuer Frei!, Mutter, Adios, Mein Teil, Dalai Lama, Los, Amerika, Mann Gegen Mann, Rosenrot, Te Quiero Puta, Du Hast, Sehnsucht, Engel, Klavier, Sripped

So I ran out and listened to all of them. Its pretty hard to dance to but I can flip my hair around a lot so I guess that works. I discovered I like some of it. Alexa has been practicing her metal voice and now plans on joining a band I'll post video for you soon.