I do like to do pictures and quotes once in a while so if you want more let me know otherwise you will only get them on occassion.

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Sometimes you gotta just take things for what they are and appreciate them, and not try to label or explain them. Explanations take the mystery out of it, you know?

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There’s that one moment, the moment when you’ve figured out how much you’ve really let go, and how much you’ve grown. It’s that moment when you can’t look back, yet you can’t seem to look too far into the future. It’s that moment when you realize that you’re living for yourself and no one else.

03

She missed him. Not enough to want him back, 
but just enough for it to hurt.

04

"I think you were always pretending. Maybe you even fooled yourself. But one thing is certain. You were never an ordinary girl, and you could never had lead an ordinary life."

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what if I said that you never mattered? that I never lost one moment of sleep? what if I crushed all your dreams? broke all the promises I swore to keep? tell me how your life would be different

06

Life’s too short to play games. If you love somebody and you want to
be with them, then go get them. Deal with the mess later. We don’t
know what tomorrow will bring.
- One Tree Hill

07

If I'm going to be alive, I might as well be incredible. I want to do more than just exist.

08

When things get awfully tiring, seek for silence. 
Most of the times, the loudest lessons are found 
at the most quiet corners of our lives.

09

"I’ve learned that you can’t predict [love] or plan for it. For someone like me who is obsessed with organization and planning, I love the idea that love is the one exception to that. Love is the one wild card."

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"All children are artists. The problem is how to remain an artist as one grows up."
- Picasso

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Goals in Life:

Become a hero.

Make a lot of money.

Impress people.

Help more people than I have hurt.

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thousand girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest."

- Marilyn Monroe

13

I know just how it feels
to think of the right thing to say too late.
- Robert Frost

14

We find comfort among those who agree with us - growth among those who don't.
-- Frank A. Clark

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Adversity has the effect of eliciting talents, which in prosperous circumstances would have lain dormant.
Horace

Hello blonde. I had to go blonde for a photo shoot and I was really worried about it because I usually try to stay darker. I thought my hair would burn off or fall out really bad but it actually turned out ok. What do you think?

I was stuck. I was in this place, in between my future and my past, and I wasn't sure which one I wanted more. But I guess it was only natural, you know? To dream of a summer love from long ago, or nights you spent with friends you used to know. These people had long since gone, and part of you wanted them back, and God you hated to admit it. That was the funny part. Like admitting you missed people or things or times long ago made you weak or something, but it didn't. And sometimes I would curl up by my window and stare off into the stars, dreaming of my future, the love and friends I had yet to come. Part of me just wanted to throw myself into the future and the other part wanted me to hurl myself into my past

Its been a while since I have been on here. I'm kinda dumb cuz I bought premium so I could post a lot and then I started coming on here even less than before Blame tumblr. Anyway I'll update you a bit. I had a shoot the other day and I was SOOO sick but I hate not being there when I say I'll be so I went. I was doing ok at first. We were shooting in a really weird area underneath of this overpass. I could see what the photographer was envisioning but trying to do it was another story! I was in heels and the cement has a huge slope so my heels kept pitching me forward and we all almost tumbled down the hill. I found a little crack/ ledge to work with so I just clung to that like a lame spiderman in heels. It was not the greatest. I'll admit to you all right now I've had better shoots. So we finally get off that ledge and I start to think things might get better. I posed for a few min. with an ugly chair we found out on the tracks but we didnt get much done there and I quickly started feeling dizzy. I finished just in time and we moved to an alley with some graffiti. It smelled like cat pee but it was shady. Oh the glamour of a model lifestyle right? I did ok there and then we took the last few pictures at a mortuary.  I fit the part pretty well by then. I was so nauseus and dizzy that I ended up fainting on their front lawn. How embarassing! I was just waiting for them to  come out and say "We dont accept drop-off's". After I got home and chilled out for a little while I started feeling a lot better. So sorry there arent a lot of photos but here are some.

I had some free time today so me and Brooke decided to go visit the train station and go for a hike. The train station is kind of a weird place to hang out but we like it there. We met an artist who was making some sidwalk chalk art and had a run in with some of the local hobos. We seem to have a knack for that. Then we went for our hike and almost got stung by a bunch of killer (exaggeration) bees on the trail.

We got chased by a bum right after this photo

Serves her right for walking in there. This is obviously a hobo house

Volleyball

LAN party

He's lighting fireworks

Those boys and their games of punch punch...

Rubi

    I havent been to the zoo in such a long time so we decided to take the baby. It was really hot but we still managed to get some pictures. We almost got the kangaroo to play the laying down game with us. He was mimicking what we were doing so we tried to get him to do the laying down game but he laid on his back instead. Close enough

Here are some of the pictures

The Kangaroo ♥

Me and the Canadians

Jenna wants one of these as a pet

These guys are WAY bigger than I thought

That was her reaction to the elephants

Everytime you put feather extensions in your hair you kill one of these little guys

Yesterday I did a quick video shoot for a new tv special called Adventure Girls! Macandbublle.com are producing it and I think its going to be a great show. A bunch of hotties in bikinis doing extreme activities like, stunt plane flying, skydiving, wild boar hunting shark tank diving etc. Cant get much hotter then that and im sure it will be very entertaining! I hope to be doing some more of the crazy things they have planned, cant wait for the next adventure! Here are some pics of us before we got in the plane for the stunt flying, im with the lovely Charmaine star and Michelle maylene such sweet girls I look forward to working with them again!

I swear I have a little bad luck demon running around the house that has been causing chaos and trouble all week. Everything keeps breaking and going wrong. I just get one thing fixed and then something else breaks. Too bad I didnt think ahead to film all of it because I'm sure to anyone but me it would be funny..... ok its even a little funny to me too. Today I had a very important meeting for work but while I was driving over there my tire blew up! I was really worried that I might have ruined my rims since this jerk guy next to me wouldnt let me pull over for a while. I had to call Brooke to come to the rescue. Made it to my meeting late but only a little and still blew them away with my presentation. Then we had to drop off some papers and of course the GPS didnt know the address and we got lost. Brooke aka Miss road rage was screaming and cursing in 3 or 4 different languages the whole time. She nearly hit a cow then called it an A**hole. After that terrifying ride I was so glad to finally get back to my car! Good thing my dad never did anything for us growing up. Thats the only reason I knew how to change my own tire. I was in 5 inch spike heels and my nice clothes so I got a few honks and whistles. I have a meeting with the production crew tonight and the day is not yet over so I am still waiting to see what fun little challenge will pop up next. Whatever it is I'm sure I can handle it. So little Kapua is welcome to stay. I'm up for a few challenges